A Spec in Time Series

I don’t. I’m a bit crazy, very nerdy. I don’t care, but pay attention to everything. I am. I just try to be. I’m focused on my goals. I’m not sure what I will be when I grow up. I have severe PTSD with anything medical, yet I work in an adjacent field. I think people suck. I love the glorious things humans can create. I am an introvert. People fascinate me.

I love to sit and stare out my window at everything and nothing at all. Sitting still for too long makes me anxious, so I must do everything on my list. Everything has its place to live, yet my place is a disaster zone. I enjoy walking and communing with my neighbors. I love to learn about others. I cautiously keep everyone at an arm’s length.

I’m a punk rock girl who was a professional classical musician and now loves Electronic Dance Music. I practice meditation and stand-up comedy. I dream of flying high, only to realize my nightmares are far more interesting.

Simply put: I am a dichotomy.